Grace and mercy and patient ?

Grace and mercy and patient. That is what I've been told .. recently, really really recently. Was telling someone bout the prob that I having, so that is what I got from that person.

And .. wait chup ! hold on a sec .. I gotta sign out my msn for awhile, ppl non stop signing in and out and seriously annoying .. okie . so where am I now .. oh yeah .. talkin bout that.

U noe sometimes is kinda easy to say that .. that we gonna learn how to be grace and mercy and patient .. but sometiems is really really really hard to work it out, or to exercise that kind of quality. Just like what happen few days ago .. I cant really concentrate, due to fever + stomach upset + hungry + no appetite + dizzy .. and yet Im actually haf to supervised on someone. Throughout the whole practice, was ok .. but when comes to the actual thing, I guess the "emo" start striking that person once again (is kinda weird .. I know that, but that is what I found out )

Is kewl that a person is so so so willing to serve, I really happy to see that kinda of attitude, but the prob is, the person refuse to take order (sometimes), and love to ask tons of questions that I seriously believe that is none of their business and is definitely not in their field of "duty", which I normally gonna put it as, out of their boundaries .. knowing or not knowing is no diff. Fact, trying to dig it out, I rather say is busybody. Lacking of concentration and taking things too easy is another thing, and love to complain =/

"Y cant they just do it all during practice ?? y they haf to change this and that .. "
a normal sentence for that ..
"Stop complain and do ur duty "

Haf to harsh at times, that u gonna agree wif me, explaination will takes place later. I love to explain it on the spot and be more gentle wif that, but not til I found out .. the "Why" and the attitude of defending themselves comes out .. that is gonna take tons of talkings .. on the actual thing, I just make it simple and short, particular for the person.

Just like part of the Pastor msg, "when u tell them their mistake, they reply u as 'u dun trust me is it', very often they will stuck there " that is what actually I facing that type of person, and indeed, no arguements, see no improvement after all this while.

I try to exercise grace .. for some time, but I found it is ratherly stressful for lots of ppl. I dun really complain bout ppl, but this time I guess, I haf to let it out. Just no name mention, even tho u can guess who I was referring to.

Grace .. Not that I din give any .. at least I forgive the person when the particular person trying to show his temper at me and telling me that "I dun give a damn" Honestly, I wont take that kind attitude of serving, u make a mistake, I take u off and tell u come back later .. and what I got is "I dun give a damn" and ignoring me.

Another 1-2 months, that is the most I can give. When time comes, I'm sorry, but I haf to make the harsh decision by taking the person off for good.